shave

I don't like to shave. But I also don't like having a beard. I like the in between look. But I like to have some growth for when I do shows. So I have to time it. Like when I do a show. I like to at least have a 2 day growth. So I have to think. Because some times I have shows back to back. So I have to decide which show gets the 2 day growth. Is it going to be the first date or the second date. Usually its the first date. Wins. Because the second date. Will have a 3 day growth. But I never like to have more than a 5day growth. Because it starts to itch. Itching is not good for the concentration. But at the same time. I don't like to shave. It hurts. I used to shave with a machine to cut hair. It gave me the least 2 day growth. But I got paranoid. I thought the machine was making my hairs stop growing. I thought I had a bald spot on my face. So I stopped using it.